the world will know sooner or later.

im not gonna lie.
you were the best for me. healthy in some weird way.
but you were good for me.

who am i kidding?
the whole world will find out.
it wasnt my choice.
but i made an oath and i stick to my oaths.
if you needed to go, i wouldnt hold you back.

i'll miss you more than you might miss me.
that im pretty sure about.
im sorry i couldnt be the one you needed.
i truly am from the bottom of my heart.

i hope the next girl pleases you better than i ever did.
i wish you the best.
no im not gonna be the mean bitch who curses and swears for your death.
you're still a friend.
but i need the time to let go. and realise that you're
no longer mine.

the tears i shed for you now isnt for pity,
but its a way of showing how im letting go.
we had our good times.
i'll hang on to those.
for who knows if our future will ever intersect once more.
if not, i wish you well my friend.

it hurts.
cause i gave you all of me.
but you'll still be the only one who accompanied me on the osss cruise.

thank you.
i dont hate you.
i just really wish you werent blinded by our past.
i love you and always will.

yours truly.