we swing from tree to trree.

i'll make it through.

i know it.

ive got people to thank for it.
you know who you people are. :) thank you.
L,N

but it still doesnt make things all better
ive been in worse situations, but i feel you tossed me real hard this time.
my legs are sore trying to climb those steps of strength and
confidence. but i thought we were better. i finally saw it so clear yesterday.
we were through. but im not ready to let go.
they're are things i can handle loosing for instance R. but not you. i know better. im not sure if you do.

im walking the first steps again.
all on my own. :)

pictures of the zoo will be posted up soon. :) when i have free time.

thats what school's for right?

whatever happened to the truth?
why cant you people just leave me alone and stop spreading those damn rumors. -.-
if you never cared for me, why care now?
i thought we were better. i thought we were matured. i guess high school's just different.

i hate where i am.
where the hell are you? your voice is the only thing im 100% sure can sooth me.

if i could be outta high school, that'll be awesome

i just finished tuition. physics too. i havent even told my parents or her bout my results
im so screwed. i havent been paying attention. whats wrong with me.
i blame so many things. heh.
the first cheer practice for next years try outs were on today.
absolutelyfuckingly tiring. :/ thats all i have to say.
and oh! congrats to kitty who's now stunner's new captain for next year.
hopefully practices are on mondays. god knows how many more of excruciating pain i can take. to add on, i have physiotherapy tomorrow. -.- f man.

but the exercise workouts are totally awesome considering the amount of chubby weight i gained.
just you wait, in the team or not, guarantee with the hardcore stretching and muscular training,
i'd be fit and in shape! :D
i wonder why people especially girls care alot bout their body weight, more than guys. i mena guys are as vain as we are, but they eat whatever they feel like eating and whenever, for us girls its more like a 'eat and be ugly' situation when we actually dont.
its always kept me curious. lol.
but nonetheless i'd put myself in that criteria as well.

im dying in school. someone save me.im pleading as hard as i can.

quote of the day from a nice friend in school today. :)
-"we're all like fishes in the aquarium. it just depends what breed you are"

ive got my wish list! haha
see, bored people like me come up with such things when my birthday isnt anywhere close to now.

but feel free to comment on it. :)
i know my parents have.

1) mac book
2) another pair of 'fitting' high waisted shorts
3) a god damn new phone cause mine is dying on me!
4) a shopping spree at the pavillion
5) to redo my streaks without having to pull out a cent from my pockets. :P
6) a nice tight black off shoulder top
7) a gorgeous mini skirt which im awaiting for my oh so lovely sister. :)

...
still more to come. i know im spoilt. :) say what you want. i couldnt care less.


the oh so gorgeous vest i got from cats whiskers. ;)

the granny looking shorts, but i have to admit, i still love it. :) gives it an old vintage look.

sunday mornings.

afternoon peeps. :)
i woke up at 9 to a freezing mattress. -.- like always on my sleepovers here but i enjoy it. :)
i tossed and turned in bed thinking till i heard the munchkin awakening.
we decided to watch another movie. :D
PROM NIGHT!
fuck wei. we screamed like so much. lol. oh oh! i ended up watching definetly maybe last night instead of the love guru which bored me to death. -.-
so literally i was awake till 3 watching and talking online.

went for lunch at jaya 33.
you know, twice we went out and didnt bring our camera's when we should have. lol
damn rugi. we could have taken so many pics today. ;p

im getting too obsessed. shit.
help me. but your like my medicine to all my horrific memories. your my drug that calms me.
but i wont get to hear much from you. -.-
those damn exams. they're keeping me apart from hearing more of you.
sucks to be me


pics from last night

my red bottom.

got up at like 10 in the morning to do add maths. RAJIN right?
then i got ready and headed to lisa's but stopped by school for mummy.
came over and we had lunch at madam kwans. and shit! we went SHOPPING! :D
lisa bought a dress,a top and her high waisted shorts(she calls them nerd pants) which is definetly nicer than mine. -.- but its okay. and i managed to get my VEST! AFTER ALL THESE MONTHS!
hahah! finally.
and then we got home and got ready again and went to the curve with jason, voon hung, tim and nic. we watched the x files! do not watch it. seriously. its freaking boring.-.-
ate at charms first. and then after the movie they foosed. and then we went down to the emperor's cafe to shisha. :) but i didnt do nothing. :)
chit chatted for a while and then me and lisa cao-ed. and now im gonna watch love guru! :D
pics will be posted shortly.

xoxo

BOOMBABYBOOM.

I've got a sexy red buttt!


:)

something is wrong. really wrong.
i have blood coming out of my system. :/
and no its not my period.
fuck im scared.

prego!

today was GOOD. :)

a good day in the whole week. i like it.
cut school early right after my english exam which for once in my life i actually found it difficult.
sent flowers to auntie prems and then went home.
got changed at then we headed to ou!
hah! had lunch at good evening bangkok where we literally stuffed ourselves and then did some shopping. couldnt do much considering mum had to go back and work.
how sad. even on her birthday she still has to work. :P

i bought my high waisted shorts!! :D and they were on further reductions! whooh!
but they didnt have the size 26 so i took the 28 which isnt so bad. but it flares at the bottom. :(
kinda funny looking but who cares. ;) i can make it work. whooh!
and i got another top on discount from pull and bear. ;) i love that shop only when on discounts. haha
i didnt make it to forever 21 and vincci. :( mum needed to head off by then. so sad. top shop is still ridiculously expensive even with a sale. heh
came home. and i fell asleep
woke up and headed to the westin for dinner at prego's.
was stuck in a fucking jam going there and back, thank god for chad. ;)
and now im here.

off to sleep. xoxo

my condolences

im right here if you need me k leenna. :)
stay strong hun. you'll make it through. i know you.

just came back from the curve after coming back home from school. lol
lawrence wanted me to do a collage, so i said fine. had to run off and get all the materials.
bio and add maths wasnt all that bad today.
all i have left is english. whopee.
lost my mood halfway through school, partly i blame it on my results and the other..
lets just skip that part.
personally, i think KDU wont be KDU without the dramas, the jocks, the cheerleaders, the bitches
its a typical high school you see on tv.
nowadays, you just dont know who to trust. and right now, i feel so spaced out.
when are we ever gonna act like what we say we are?
i thought we were close.
why is it like this now?i hate it. where we all are.
everything's falling apart. :/


i got lazy to do it extremely nice. plus i didnt have double sided tape. -.- so i settled with glue. heh. then i realised it made the pics all wrinkly.


is the one who loves me for no good reason. ;)

happy birthday

happy 17th birthday to faiq! :)
i miss you loads. you never seem to call back. :( we must go out!
i miss that old gang. enjoy being 17 while you still can.
xoxo




happy early birthday mother dearest of mine. :)
i know ive been a pain in the ass
but you've tolerated me and still made me the best you can and i thank you
for all the sacrfices you've made for me. :)
i love you.

im currently finishing up your birthday card. tralalala

the taste of her cherry chapstick

im filled with anticipation! im actually suffocating waiting to
hear and see your next words.
i swear, i havent felt like this in ages!
please please dont break me in pieces. ive gone through enough
and i actually think your at the end of MY rainbow.
are you?
where are you?! save me from all the curiosity thats killing me

so many couples breaking up/taking a break. whats happening? :/
but so many cute ones but so off limits.
that sucks. -.-

xoxo

i finally heard words from you. and im so glad i did.
after 5 months of searching, we actually spoke again and for the first time in forever
i couldnt sleep. i was filled with the anxiety knowing whether you felt the same or not.
you made your move and i did mine.
whats gonna happen next?
honestly, i couldnt care less. im just gonna be happy something did. :)

i ended up watching the dark knight with adrian,jackson and wai kit.
honestly, its SOO good! no joke.
BUT, if i did get nightmares, i swear to god it aint because of the joker. its because of adrian and
jackson going on and on with the same damn line "why so serious?!"
i swore, i slapped, punched and yelled at them in the cinema for doing that. lol


jackson called me a bitch and a man for calling him gay. :) byt the way he dressed i bet
you would have called him that too. lol. and now, im his boyfriend. ;)
which means, he has to spend on me! which he did, at delicous. ;) but being so nice
and the timing, i had to go real soon so i didnt order anything.
went to granny's and then back home.

stayed at home the whole day.
studied bio and then realised that my bio test got moved. heh.
so i lepaked till evening and then i had physics tuition. and for some reason i felt so ubber dumb. :/
but i made it through. heh. ive gotta study again after this. but first, HOUSE!:D

xoxo

more pics! :D

max dearest











the reds

the whites



the couples that night. lol





didi took off her shoes just so she could take a picture with me. :) cause im effing short. :) lol