been a total nerd lately. lol
been catching up on physics thanks to tuition and surprisingly i didnt fall asleep! amazing right?!
hahah! and i felt rajin and decided to start my first moral essay. :)
i sorta tembak-ed the nilai's. i mean i knew what they are but i didnt really know it word by word
also because i didnt have my book with me. smart right? i know. lol
so i gave it a shot and it doesnt sound so bad lah.

aleena came for me this morning at 7.45. she was late AND she FORGOT me. homahgod! that girl ah. terrible! :p so while waiting i watched sound of music. i miss that movie.
went to school and everything was normal. :)
yeap, especially the part where i be the bitch to ben. lol

ben me
*unpacking bag*
im so happy. like today!
erm? okay. why?
cause cause...
cause?
you dont have a book with you finally!!!!! your not boring anymore!!
-.- yes ben i dont have a book.
*shows the two story books in my bag*
holy shit.
dont worry i've read this already but im lending it to people. :)
oh like that la! your suppose to lend me your twilight book!
ooops! :)

(after lunch)

kittbenme
*kitt taking books from her locker*
*ben singing " kitt wants to lick lick lick me like a lollipop"*
ewwww! no way ben
hey ben, i bet your d*** is like *shows last finger* i mean whats there to lick? perasan! :D
WTF!? eh you damn too much right?
thats for all the burping. ;)

yeap. im horrible. but i love bennie when he actually succeeds. :) hahah
in what? whatever.
stupid career week thing. they've got nothing close to what i wanna do.
so i signed up with bon bon and rie under animation and i took up advertising. :)
yasmin ahmad is coming over to give us a talk.
the last i saw her was at the premiere of sepet. lol
we'll see how it goes. :)

currently listening to my itunes while doing my second moral essay.
im falling asleep on my table. shit.
i blame it all on swimming during pe and dbc in the evening. so freaking exhausted.
chea and i went out for dinner at the curve tonight.
had sakae sushi. :) she paid majority. lol. our bill wasnt even over 50 bucks. if you count 95 sens then it did. :P lol. i bought my big apple donuts for school tomorrow and the ear sticks.
finally. my hole is closing in my ear. heh
shit shit shit! i need to find lisa's present soon. :) or at least compile it. lol.
anyway,

DEMIE out. ;)

say what?

im gonna do a quick recap of the weekend. :)
friday was the usual exhausting day which consist of dbc and then two hours of add maths t=in the evening. :p lol. and i totally fought with *points down to the second post*
and then saturday felt more like a guilty trip more than a willing trip but i guess
all outing is still considered an outing. so we headed to ou.
lawrence dropped us off and we watch made of honour.
i would say its actually quite good. :) i like it la. lol. i'd rate it a 7/10


anyway, then we made our stops to MPH as my retail therapy and guess what?!
surprisingly the book AMBITION that i wanted, was already out so i bought that and THE HOST which cost me like 80 bucks. :)
so worth it though. lol.
read the whole night till around 1 ish which in result, i was done with AMBITION and the whole of sunday was more reading but i dragged mummy and lawrence to RAJU'S! ive been
craving it like SOOO long! and out bill came up to 69 bucks! hahhah!
i know! but like i said, so worth it! the stupid squids were the ones that cost us.
heh. then i was home till evening reading as usual and the it was granny's!
read till 12 and thought it was high time i went to bed and so i did. :)

school was good.
lunch and break was continuous talk of cheer thanks to u jin and azuri and calvin
and the whole lot. oh max too! :)
lessons? lets just say i finished the book. lol!
yeap. i did. but seriously, THE HOST, is an AMAZING/ INCREDIBLE book!
i recommend! god knows where all her idea's come from but its so good! its actually the first book i kinda teared about. lol. i know. stupid butit just shows! hah! lol
anyway, adrian's on his way over to vitsit. and
i guess showing i dont have anymore distractions till august when breaking dawn comes out, high time i concentrate on my studies like i said i would. i vowed to myself! :) amazing! lol
2 moral essays due and i have to catch up on chemistry and history. shit shit shit!

till the next time.
xoxo. :)

yes. :) a trip to the bookstore got me first addicted to
the first book of the private series. :)
and ive spreaded my obsessiveness for it to leenna. :) hahaha.
how awesome of me.
borders is holding a copy for me. and they better stick to their promise of calling me when its there! cause if not..... *smiles evilly*.

for leenna: see leenna! i told you they were gonna shut billings down! hah!
or was planning to! im smarter at guessing than you think!!!!! hhahahah! looser! :D
i read the synopsis. :) lol. so dont deny im wrong! you know im good. :) hahaha

and and im waiting to hit the bookstores now for :

im tempted. :)
but see, the problem with me is, if i read another book. and if i get hooked to it,
im so dead. lol. cause i tend to forget the plot of the previous books i got obsessed about.
eg: twilight. lol. and new moon and eclipse. shit shit shit. lol
but who cares! :D i feel NERDY! whee!
spread it! it keeps those lonely accompanied. ;) trust me. it works. lol!

you make me sick!

for as long as i've known you, you've been different.
i thought through our ups and downs, you'd still put me ahead of everyone else on your list of people because i thought we were close. i guess i was wrong.
ive pulled my last string. i've reminded you so many times and yet, you dare say
i never did. im not the only one disappointed. you turned down someone i thought
you cared for just as much.
how can i call you my half? though the obvious connections are there you
NEVER act like im important. i mean even if you pretended its better that knowing you didn't.i guess you've become miss popular now. too busy for me. i guess we all tell lies.
i actually dont miss you. because seriously, whats there to miss?
you've been the same. yes, you've shield me from the worse things i could have possibly
gone through in the past but you never actually spend time WITH me.
lies lies lies.
too many of those around me.
you wouldnt even cancel any of your plans even if i were dead. you just couldnt be bothered. when was the last time we hung out?! HONESTLY. i dont remember cause as far as i know,
we havent at all. cause you'd atleast yell once at me. either jokingly or seriously, but you never showed that you actually enjoy hanging out with me
your always on your phone calling the first person you think off hoping they'd save you from my boring shopping spree.
and i wonder why i follow you around, or more like why i enjoyed every minute of it.
i wasted my time.
if its not school where i feel so isolated, its home.

(edit)
i cant belive it, i have to ASK permission for a day out with you.
are you THAT busy? the difference between me having to ask you and your friends is, they're you FRIENDS.
are you that blind?! yeah you dont know me. thats my point! when will you ever?!
geez. maybe i was really adopted. i swear i hope that story is still true.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISHNEE! :)

happy 17th birthday ishnee dearest. :)
your finally legal to drive and i'll be looking forward for that free ride so we could catch up
and makan some where. :)
haven't seen you in ages!
so so sorry bout the pic. see i had some difficulties trying to locate the nicer looking pics i had with the both of us. but i couldnt find it. lol.
i wish you luck for the many many things ahead of you. :)
for as long as i've known you an though we aint close, you've still been an awesome friend hun. :)
thank you for that.

xoxo.

paramount was good. :)

sorta. there were its pro's and con's.
started on time at 8. amazing right! being malaysians i thought we would start late. :)
lol. started with some singing the more singing and then dancing.
good good la. :)
i dont have much to write. but i dont have all the pics. :p i missed out on some of the events. :)
sorry. lol

shit!!!!!!!!!! i thought i had a copy of my class band on my comp. but turns out i didnt and i deleted it off my memory card. fuck it! -.-
joel and my fellow class/band members, im SO sorry! :(
but you were still awesome with or without a video to prove it. :)


intro singing

[group singing]

5A

4D


(i missed out 5c! sorry! i'll grab a pic from whoever who has it. sorry!)
but they won anyway.


5W

5M

[duet singing]

4D

5E

5M


5A



5C (winner)

[modern dancing]

5W

5A which i thought personally should have won first because it was SOO good and super creative and original! :D











4D



IB1 (winners)


[winner of the skit comp.]

5E (a super brilliant skit! :D )






(didnt take pics of the solo singing mandarin. lol)

[solo singing: BM]

5A

5E

5D

5C

5E(winner)

[intermission dance]





(theres suppose to be a video but it was taking me ages! so im gonna post it on youtube then you watch k! :) lol. waited for 45 minutes like an idiot)







[solo singing: ENG]

5A

5E

5D

5C

5C(winner)

[solo instrument]

4A! :D

4A :D

4D(winner)

5A



5M

4G

5W

4A!

5E (winner)

[ending song]

niken and qing yang

super proud of my bennie! :D

leens and bon bon. :)

kareem and yen accompanied me after school till aleena came back to fetch me. :)
came home and i went straight to bed. :D lol.