for as long as i've known you, you've been different.
i thought through our ups and downs, you'd still put me ahead of everyone else on your list of people because i thought we were close. i guess i was wrong.
ive pulled my last string. i've reminded you so many times and yet, you dare say
i never did. im not the only one disappointed. you turned down someone i thought
you cared for just as much.
how can i call you my half? though the obvious connections are there you
NEVER act like im important. i mean even if you pretended its better that knowing you didn't.i guess you've become miss popular now. too busy for me. i guess we all tell lies.
i actually dont miss you. because seriously, whats there to miss?
you've been the same. yes, you've shield me from the worse things i could have possibly
gone through in the past but you never actually spend time WITH me.
lies lies lies.
too many of those around me.
you wouldnt even cancel any of your plans even if i were dead. you just couldnt be bothered. when was the last time we hung out?! HONESTLY. i dont remember cause as far as i know,
we havent at all. cause you'd atleast yell once at me. either jokingly or seriously, but you never showed that you actually enjoy hanging out with me
your always on your phone calling the first person you think off hoping they'd save you from my boring shopping spree.
and i wonder why i follow you around, or more like why i enjoyed every minute of it.
i wasted my time.
if its not school where i feel so isolated, its home.
(edit)
i cant belive it, i have to ASK permission for a day out with you.
are you THAT busy? the difference between me having to ask you and your friends is, they're you FRIENDS.
are you that blind?! yeah you dont know me. thats my point! when will you ever?!
geez. maybe i was really adopted. i swear i hope that story is still true.
i thought through our ups and downs, you'd still put me ahead of everyone else on your list of people because i thought we were close. i guess i was wrong.
ive pulled my last string. i've reminded you so many times and yet, you dare say
i never did. im not the only one disappointed. you turned down someone i thought
you cared for just as much.
how can i call you my half? though the obvious connections are there you
NEVER act like im important. i mean even if you pretended its better that knowing you didn't.i guess you've become miss popular now. too busy for me. i guess we all tell lies.
i actually dont miss you. because seriously, whats there to miss?
you've been the same. yes, you've shield me from the worse things i could have possibly
gone through in the past but you never actually spend time WITH me.
lies lies lies.
too many of those around me.
you wouldnt even cancel any of your plans even if i were dead. you just couldnt be bothered. when was the last time we hung out?! HONESTLY. i dont remember cause as far as i know,
we havent at all. cause you'd atleast yell once at me. either jokingly or seriously, but you never showed that you actually enjoy hanging out with me
your always on your phone calling the first person you think off hoping they'd save you from my boring shopping spree.
and i wonder why i follow you around, or more like why i enjoyed every minute of it.
i wasted my time.
if its not school where i feel so isolated, its home.
(edit)
i cant belive it, i have to ASK permission for a day out with you.
are you THAT busy? the difference between me having to ask you and your friends is, they're you FRIENDS.
are you that blind?! yeah you dont know me. thats my point! when will you ever?!
geez. maybe i was really adopted. i swear i hope that story is still true.
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