you went against everything you said.
the letter you wrote to me?
EVERYTHING!
you fooled me just as much as i fooled myself.
probably your right about one thing.
i did needed the company.
but i know you were wrong about another.
i DO like you. i still do till as long as i think its time for me to let go.
maybe being more than just friends was not what i wanted, but i thought friends was good enough for you. i thought wrong then.

you truly were the best thing to look forward to in school
whether you choose to belive it or not, its true.
i've never had the company you gave me when i was a mess. i depended on you more than i did on my friends but you never saw that.
you saw my flaws.
you think i lied bout everything. you dont think i meant it when i said those three words. but somehow you stuck around whether or not you wanted to and i loved you for that.

its obvious you'd do anything to loose every existence of me in your life.
so much for the words, "i'll always love you". it sucks that you lied about it.
i guess not all guys keep their words.
you've put up your guards around you that i cant even let myself in.
you always shut me out.
honestly speaking, i think i told you more things going on with me than you did.i hardly knew alot.
i guess you didnt trust me fully. im not saying you didnt. im just saying not enough!

i HATE it with all my heart when you choose out of every option possible and ignore me.
but thats never stopped you.
you dont realise the amount of scars on my hands are the result o your actions.
i lied. never in a long time has it been anything but you.
you did mean alot to me.
i'll do as you wish if you want me out of your life.
just dont put words in my mouth about the things ive said before.
ive never lied about it. bout what i felt for you. you just refused to understand it.