I wish I had eyes like that.
so ppl could look me in the eye and tell me how much I mean to them or how proud they are of me.

havent been getting much of that lately. especially this morning.
sometimes I wonder, if I'm EVER going to be good enough for my parents.
it's not like I purposely wanna be rebellious and go against everything they say to me, but as
a normal teenager, i do things sometimes without reason or simply because I wanna be everything they wish I wasn't to prove to them I'm not stupidly gonna watch them judge me.
does that make sense?
if it doesn't I'm sorry.

"if you were life's biggest disappointment, what would you do?"
- I really don't know what I would do..

what's been going on...

wow. ive been abandoning this blog for a while now havent i :P

my apologies.

havent been up to much lately. mum's down here in melb.
and so did aleena and greg.
so i've been hanging out a lot with them.

they've gone back and elisa's here :D yes, my bestie is here in melbourne.
i've got bout one and a half weeks till uni starts again. Speaking of which,
i got my results back. Sorta... like i didnt get the marks for the subjects i took but more of the grade for the assignments i did.

so out of 14 assignments i did this whole sem, all are a mix of DI's and HD's except for 5 credits.
not too happy bout the credits, but it's better than getting a pass or a fail i suppose.
i just need that CSP spot real badly and i gotta make sure my gpa is of a 3 and above. :S

on the topic of design, i decided to enter kit cosmetic's design award that they usually hold each year for young inspiring designers, like me.. to enter and submit a design for a brief they come up with for one of their upcoming products, and this year it was for a bottle label for their new pink grapefruit and pomegranate body lotion.
so here's a bit of what i did..

it's gonna be judged based on the public votes, so when it's announced i'll pass out the links for all you people to help me! :) *flutters eyelashes*

on another note, muzika melbourne 2011 went well! :) pictures up soon hopefully.

other than that, things have been alright i suppose... the bersih rally has been a huge hype here and in kl, i know.. your opinions?

actually keep it to yourself.. lol

have a great week!