I wish I had eyes like that.
so ppl could look me in the eye and tell me how much I mean to them or how proud they are of me.

havent been getting much of that lately. especially this morning.
sometimes I wonder, if I'm EVER going to be good enough for my parents.
it's not like I purposely wanna be rebellious and go against everything they say to me, but as
a normal teenager, i do things sometimes without reason or simply because I wanna be everything they wish I wasn't to prove to them I'm not stupidly gonna watch them judge me.
does that make sense?
if it doesn't I'm sorry.

"if you were life's biggest disappointment, what would you do?"
- I really don't know what I would do..