you summoned me.

reincarnation is never the way to go.
but only if you're a widowed fool who believed there ever was a reason to come back to this wrecked and wicked world we all were originated from, then i guess you could be excluded.

people leave this world only under the circumstances that there could no longer be anything more that they could or would want to have,need or want.

i feel as though i’ve died during the early days where william shakespeare conquered the literature scene.
i feel as though i’ve died since the angels told me that i no longer deserve to be in this world.
i feel as though i’ve died since you murdered the only essence that connected you and i together.

but then again, who am i to blame it all on you?
maybe if you loved me more enough, i would have stayed here in this bitter lonely world and embrace everything that we were gonna go up against.
not like it wont happen now.
after all, im here typing now arent i?
and then i think to myself,there could only be one reason why certain parts of my body still shatters and shivers at the sight of your smile, or even why my eyes cant part from yours and sometimes, why i have been here trying to help you all this while.
its cause you are like the after glow of a firefly haunting my memory with a strange embrace.
i am (not because you chose me ) none other than your guardian angel.
as much as i hate being in this planet.
you summoned me not for the reasons i expected. but simply because i couldnt bear to think that someone else can take care of your better than i can.

i guess i just needed you to want me back in your world as much as i needed to get out of mine.