if i wrote a story bout my life, i wouldnt know where to begin.

i got up at 6 today.
suprisingly i was actually up before that around 5 something
heh.

headed to the airport, and guess who i saw.
wasnt enough that i saw him last night. -.-
yes, adrian tan.
my 'makwe'. heh. so the guards think. -.-

went back home around 9 ish? and went straight to sleep. got up about an hour ago.
with sheer panic and anxiety. :/
i swear it wasnt funny.
my heart was racing. i felt like everything was closing in on me.
and then i started breathing really hard.
and i got scared.
and then i was just lying there crying.

my anxiety attacks happen way WAY to often.
i need tranquilizers.

i have nothing to do but study.
how wonderful.
last day of the hols.

xx