i've wasted too many 11:11's on you.
and frankly im beginning to think that im not/havent been benefiting from all of this.
I wanna try and make believe that in a span of 3 months, a lot can happen.
but I know myself and i think im pushing it because frankly, i dont have the patience to wait.
i've waited for almost 11 months and that's my greatest achievement.

everything feels like they're drifting away.
YOU feel like you're drifting away and occasionally when im not being stubborn and not too preoccupied with mitchell scott hewer and luke pasqualino from skins,
im often reminded of you.
and then im stuck wondering what the heck im suppose to do.


3 months is a long time, but so is 11 months.