so things have been rather chaotic. but
im somewhat getting things under control.

i love my figure. in some ways i really do.
i love how im short but people think im atleast 20 or above.
i love how my body's proportionate.
and i have muscles.
sure ive put on a couple of pounds since ive been here.
(damn you melbourne)
and i wish i'd exercise and sweat more so i can loose it again.
but it's something im okay with.

but sometimes i cant help it.
WHY COULDNT I BE MORE LIKE HER?!
would you believe little kendall jenner is only 14?
she's landed herself a modelling contract.





this is pure envy i tell you.
seriously, she doesnt look 14.
click here if you'd like to see more.

grrrrr