hope

i finally did my cradle twists :)
and my basket tosses. (though i need to learn to ride it more)
and managed a ground up to full lib which wasnt that smooth but i managed.

even with minor injuries like falling with my leg down first due to not leaning back more
on my 3rd attempt and jumping off the bases hands on the 4th attempt,
i still think i did pretty good.
it made it feel worth it all.

yeah i had a small phase of depression. but come to think of it,
even if i didnt make in the black team,
the red isnt so bad.
the fact that its more relaxed means less pressure on me.
and whether or not black or red, im still in the team and everyone makes everyone feel like one
so that's all i need really.
plus, im
taking chea's suggestion on competing in a stunt sequence.
we'll see.

JOHN MAYER
was OMFG legendary!
he performed like no other.
im so glad i went.
it was sooo good.
and though he didnt really play the songs i wanted him to,
im pretty overwhelmed by it.
pictures will be up asap once i get them transfered from chea's camera.
:)

my assignments,
seem to keep pouring in and as weird as it feels
i feel like im slacking.
but i dont think i am.
it's weird.
im scoring well but i just feel like i havent really been bothered to do
what the teachers are wanting us to do.
like homework for instance.
this is sooo not me.

hang in there for pics of john mayer's :)

xx