a fresh start

ive just spent almost 2 hours or so cleaning my room. omg. it looks so much neater.
i can actually find my things now. :)
ive been slacking so badly in that sense.
i guess its high time i get in touch
with my roots.

mum and lawrence wants me to figure out what i need/wanna take down with me
to melb.
which is practically my whole room. -.-
so to narrow things down in gonna be a real heartache for me.

frankly,
im not use to the idea of having to start new.
i mean dont get me wrong,
its like a alternate road for me to escape everything ive been through
here in this country for the past few years.
but that itself,
is a heavy burden to just set free or let go all at once.
ive got this minor fear of
my friends forgetting me for some odd reason.
they're all in college,
im gonna be like on a 7 hour flight away. :/
gah, this whole thing is so mind blowing.

ive got my driving exam this wednesday.
and i pray to god i pass everything cause if not, im gonna cause mum
more stress. sigh.
CNY's coming up. thats a major plus.

cheer's been awesome.
im so so majorly proud of them :)

so yeah, i guess you could tell what ive been doing he past few weeks.
aha.

lawrence is back.
and we're headed out to bv tonight.
and im gonna cut my hair. for the last time till i come back in may.
whopee.
what should i do?
mum wants me to go back to bangs.
i dont think i should.
im gonna streak it.
lalala. :)

xx