not a millions miles away that i cant smell your scent

its amazing seriously.
the only time i get to sit and actually relax is during the weekends.
probably wont be like that
when cheer is over. sigh.

i broke my oath in not crying this year.
in making things different.
in getting things to work out my way.
but as always it gets screwed up.
and truth be told i'm more pissed with the girls than i am with the guys.
but i guess you could say its working out.
they're actually taking me seriously now.
-.-

my valentines day was rather different.
i went out with lawrence in the morning to send
out the bouquets that were ordered. the amount of money people spend on valentines day.
sigh. its not funny.
and then in the afternoon i spent it with jian yong at the club. i studied of course.
(:

oh oh! today ended the class test 1 exams.
and i know i didnt do well for some subjects.
my head hasnt been properly screwed on tight. so yeah. im excusing myself.
FOR NOW.

overall? things are better.
didnt imagine it to be this stressful. but whatever.
im doing just fine.

i hope.

xoxo