social setback

damn the school. damn the people in it.
-.-
im sick and tired to have to listen to all the bullshit thats been passing through.
its not like i cant handle it,
please like ive said, ive learnt and dealt with the very best and bitches
of all kinds.
so dont you dare think that i cant.
i just choose not to.
cause its so fucking depressing that you guys have to feed of gossip bout MY life.
pfft.
i pity you sad cases out there.

if you're so damn curious,
why dont you go look it up google and see if you get your answers there?
how bout that eh? -.-
might be more promising than asking me or anyone involved about it.

this is what frustrates me the MOST.
'you guys' clearly said, that you were just curious and you dont care about it anymore
whether true or false.
now:
1) IN THE FIRST GOD DAMN PLACE, WHO ARE YOU TO CARE ABOUT IT?
YOU ARE NOT IN MY LIFE!
SO GET THE FUCK OUT!
2) CLEARLY YOU GUYS STILL CARE ABOUT IT, CAUSE ITS STILL GOING AROUND.
-.-

sigh.
cheats and liars are such a big disgrace.

watch it people.
my temper can only take so much.
you blow that bubble.
and i swear, its gonna be all hell break loose in school.
so DONT YOU FUCKING PUSH IT!

you guys know exactly who you are.

YAWN

I just got back.
from where?

the commissioner of oath's office.
the optician
and ou.

meh. im freaking tired.
didnt get to meet the decorator
so im meeting her with leenna tomorrow.
which means i have to finish my physics work today. -.-
i feel like sleeping.grrr.

i shoped. haha.
my new *coughsuperhotsexyredglassescough* cost a bomb.
and i bought shorts from top shop. :)
mum even splurged on herself.
its nice seeing her spend on herself considering how stressed she always is.

dinner at home. :)
finally. lol

xoxo

you found me

i like carl fredrickson. :)
he's awesome.

yes, i just got home from watching up with ze cousins. :)

got there around 7 and we headed to little penang cafe
for buka puasa,
and then we played air hockey.
which btw, i trashed my cousin in. :)
rawr!

watched up.
and we cracked up so hard cause the guy sitting next to us,
(no offence)
sounded so spastic when he laughed. lol
but it was cute la.
it made the movie more funny.

got out around 10.30 ish.
and then they drove me home and here i am.
:)

tomorrow's gonna be a busy day.
meh.

xoxo

lazy sunday

i got up bout an hour ago.
lol.

i havent stayed in bed that long in so long. lol

lets see, whats on my agenda for today.
-ive got to clean my room up
its a freaking mess.
-granny's in the evening
-late night movie with some people.
whee.

i feel like this whole week, im gonna be packed with so so many things.
tomorrow:
-ive got to run errands with mum
-see the optometrist
-meet with leenna and the decorator

tuesday:
-stay at home and finish some physics
-dinner at ou with the committee and ms nithia.

wednesday:
-finish more work and some add maths
-tuition at night

thursday:
-prom band auditions

friday:
-tuition in the evening

sat and sunday:
-no idea yet.


grr.
and then i remembered, i have to write something for the english section in the yearbook.
ms anjali wants me to write something.
which is i dont know what exactly. but yea.
mother ass.

sigh. im off to start my work.
xoxo

dear diary?

trust me,
it was the hardest thing to do
looking at you without having all the thoughts about you running through my head.
i dont know if you felt like that,
but i sure as hell
was breaking down inside.

maybe you shouldnt have grabbed for the ring.
cause then i wouldnt have felt your fingers agaisnt mine.
and maybe i wouldnt have missed it as much as i am now.
sigh.
i hate you.

they say small groups make the best parties.

so, im back. from the dinner.
i wouldnt say it was a disappointment. but it was kinda memalukan when almost 3 quarters of the team didnt come!
I HATE YOU JUNIORS. -.-
kidding. :)
i know you guys all had your things. so maybe another time. when there is proper planning. lol.

but it was fun.
me being me. had a cosmopolitan drink. whee.

anyway, the rest of the night was filled with aimless walking and foosball and air hockey and stuff. lol
the usuals.












marie.




maaa. :)
















because he's awesome that way. :)




yes lookie here. :)
i bumped into brenda.





xoxo

party mayhem

two words.
party and booze.
yumm..

ben's party is a funny story.
you just had to be there to laugh.
only two were drunk by the end of the night,
wei xuan and the host himself ben. :)
lol.
the guys wanted to get him drunk so badly. (which they succeeded)
but mind you, it wasnt even 10 yet and he was almost gone.

i came after they had a few rounds of beer and some shots.
we makaned abit and then went to hang out at the bar.
us girls ended up pigging ourselves with cupcakes from wondermilk.
and then the drinking started.
they didnt open much.
there was tequila, coonac, absolute and bacardi apple.

i promise you it wasnt alot.
i had one corona, and maybe 6 shots?
3 of absolute and 3 of bacardi.
and it was only hitting me when i was heading home.
i was gonna have more. but due to ben's incident,
his dad didnt let us open anymore. lol.
i think im done for the year.
truth be told, i dont drink much.
but hell, its a great way to go all numb. i highly recommend that as a medicine. :)
it does wonders.

didnt sleep till like 3 in the morning?
due to certain reasons.
i was over at elisa's.
and my phone was beeping the whole time.
so yeah.
slept for an hour and 20 minutes before we got up for sahur.
yes, im puasa-ing.
:)

came back to the room at 4.44 am. -.-
i swear its getting too creepy.
slept some more. and got up and showered and here i am
back in my room. :)


happy birthday benny. :)












the hangout place for the night.


















with drunk ben. :)







oh oh! ben's room is way nicer than mine. -.-
its so depressing.
he's a guy! pfft.

waiting for pics from elisa.


















till then,

xoxo
dinner at the curve with my cheerleaders tonight.
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