you know, how i wish i could be that spoilt brat
who gets everything she wants when she wants it.
and doesnt need to have that feeling of envy or jealousy when you read
on people's blog bout how they just got their
new iphone,mac book or a designer good or
sunnies or shoes or even a whole wardrobe full of things.

but my mumma thought me well.
she thought me to RESIST.
cause good things comes when you least expect it. :)

a very important thing to remember.

sweet cravings.

so i got up late today. lol
all i recall was checking the time on my phone and going
"OH SHIT!"
cause it was already 6.55. which is about the time i usually get ready to leave the house
on normal days.
and i run to mum's room and switch on the pump and find
her awake and screaming at me going,
"LATE RIGHT?! LATE RIGHT?! SLEEP LATE SOME MORE!"
"NEXT TIME NO MORE GOING ON THE COMP AT NIGHT
OR GOING ON THE PHONE! IF NOT!....."

yeah. and then it was more yelling with her and daisy. lol

and my usual morning schedule which is roughly around 30 minutes got squeezed
to just10 minutes. :) and i was out of the house. lol
(i didnt get to eat or dry my hair.)
so when i got to school, i looked like a mess. ;p

other than that, the day went pretty okay. i was constantly finding lessons
to doze off in. lol.
i have no idea why i was so tired. and literally, i was eating the whole day.
ask my class mates. i finished my lunch and break that was packed for me
within the first 2 hrs of school, and two omelets to support the prom,
lunch rice, and like bits and pieces of people's food. lol
i was extremely hungry and sleepy today. -.-

modern dance prelims for the other classes were today.
and i have to admit. some were pretty amazing.
gah!
i hope we get in. :(

well, my results are rather satisfying. and im gonna enjoy the amount of a's.
cause with form 4 work in mid year, im
saying good bye to those a's. :)
lol.

study time tomorrow.
BIO.
grrr.

xoxo

you know what sounds extremely good?

shopping at telawi street. :)

heat wave, please go away.

we did our prelims for modern dance just now.
wasnt as bad as we thought it would have been la. so
some forgot steps and some were early here and there.
but mind you, we only
finished the routine yesterday. :D lol.
so we did pretty awesome though we were messy.

other than that everything else seems okay.
my results are pleasing for me. i mean i could have scored higher.
but yeah i guess my brain capacity only could hold that much.
so far,
BM- 73 B3
ENG- 83 A2
ADD MATH- 100 A1
SEJ- 76 A2
EST- 100 A1
CHEM- 77 A2
PHYSICS- 90 A1
MORAL- 82 A2
BIO- 70 B3
MATHS- 87 A1

yeah. i could have gotten higher for bio, if
i wasnt so careless.
gah!

well, gary came over last night again for dinner.
then we stopped by jian yong's. :)
and then we hit the park for a short while then it was home again.
omg. i got to see his cute cousin!
eeek!
:D
so comel.
with like the brown curls and the big eyes. (:
yeah. lol

sigh. im gonna start my studying again this weekend. sigh.
cause ive got no distractions. :)
other than lunch with my class boys on saturday i think
im absolutely free.
wheee.
since the boyfriend will be at pd for the whole weekend.
its peace and quiet time for me. :)
unless i decide to bug my buddy. lol

moral kerja amal,
why do you have to be such a pain?

xoxo

sunday midnight walks. :)

sunday midnight walks.
cats.
swings.
stars.
tv.
leg cramps.
hot bike jacket.

thank you for coming by.

:)


just came back from the gym with jian yong. ;)
stupid boy.
i had to tow his bicycle all the way back home cause he was lazy to.
lol.

school was fun today.
and guess what, after a long time.
i finally scored back my A in moral! 82! whooh! :)

paramount modern dance is either on wednesday or thursday.
so its studio after school tomorrow. sigh.
oh oh!
and its the form 5's last school field trip. :(

back to business.
xoxo

edit

im finally back home. (:

mum picked me from the hse around 2 to leave for dance practice at
smash.
which turned out pretty awesome.
and then got picked up around 5.30 and then
it was off to granny's for our usual sunday dinner.
(:

we wanted to go to end of seasons but it was closed. :(
sigh.
so we came home. and i just showered.
oh oh! just now,
on the way to smash,
I SAW A BUSH FIRE ALONG THE HIGHWAY!
IT WAS SOOO COOL! :)
lol

jelly's coming over i think later.
surprisingly mum's alright with it. so phew! (:

xoxo

another sunday. (:

so yes. im up.
was up since 8.
and since i was so bored and was trying to find excuses to not
finish my bm essay,
i decided to spring clean my bathroom.
the amount of face masks and free sample bottles me and my sister
have been collecting in our bathroom is amazing. so now. its like super clean. (:
lol

and i did my room too. whee.


anyway,
last monday was our ethical grooming seminar.
which was by xixili, silkygirl and mrs ampi. (:

basically,
xixili was talking bout how we women, should care for our breasts. :)
yes you heard me right.
quite the fun la.
you should have seen nabihah. lol.
speaking of that girl,
she volunteered to show us girls how atleast 90% of the girls sitting in the room,
were wearing the wrong size.

you know her la. :)
overly excited over the smallest things. lol

turns out she's two sizes bigger than what she was.
damn. lol.
and guess what, she got to keep the bra they gave her. how unfair.


they had goodie bags too. :)

next was silky girl.
all they did was show how exactly to apply all the concealer and foundation
and stuffies and to promote their new products.
two models to demonstrate.
me,





and diana,



and of course, we left with goodie bags.



it was like shopping at school. :) all the free things. whee.

mrs ampi spoke bout manners and courtesy. :)
and her lifetime experiences. so yeah.
and monday was over after that.

my nose is blocked and im not even crying.

i cant stop sneezing!
>.<
help me.

my eyes are extremely red from doing absolutely nothing.
bah!

came back from the gardens bout an hour ago.
didnt spend a dime except for food. :)

but it was nice la. having to indulge the nice ambiance. :)

200 words more to go! whooh!

my infinite playlist

dance practice got canceled.
which is a bummer.
cause i was so prepared to like dance and crack my brain for new moves.
bah!

so im guessing its tomorrow then.
chad's at kitt's house. ;( i never thought i'd miss him. grrr.

so i'm spending my afternoon in front of the comp with my bm karangan
book on my left. :)
im staring into it. as it stares back at me.

dinner at garden's tonight. :)
mum decided to take me for a walk.
whooh.
i know it best when it comes to designer goods. ;)

we cant count properly. lol

but because you insisted that its the 7th day.
happy one week. :)

im sick

gah!
when your sneezing 24/7 and cant stop coughing and your throat is dry.
what do you do? :(

plans to go out with jelly failed. due to him having tuition.
and so i resulted in having dance practice after all.
kitt's probably overjoyed. lol.

so the weekend plans are set. :)
dance practice both days at smash. whooh.
such a nice way to sweat. lol
prelims here we come. :D

omg.
my bm essay is calling my name out. damn you.
-.-

they call me Q1

two hours after school
and im done with the two kerja amal's i was suppose to redo. :)
along with add maths homework.

now im actually relaxing.
and im suppose to find points for my bm essay online.
here we go... -.-
a 1200 word essay due monday.

paramount dance was postponed to next thursday.
so looks like studio for us this sunday. sigh!

im never gonna breathe without worrying bout anything.

on a brighter note:
all my results are a's. except bm. though i might have dropped
from calss test 1. its still an a. :)

xoxo

random pictures.

so i stumbled on people's pages and found pictures. :)

enjoy.



you know that face when you're out of breathe but you
still are forced to smile? yeah. :)










it looks rather awesome. :)
omg. im gonna miss em la. :(


this is on purpose. i couldnt help it. :)
5 bucks if you see a smiling boy. whooh! lol



prom-open day



new girl in town




we go together.



and mamma mia. (:









p&a last year.

my suprise sweet 16th. :)





xoxo

oh yeah!

i just got the original dvd for twilight! whooh!

:D

movie night by myself here i come. :)
after

1) modern dancing
2) 4 more exams

sigh.

18/4/09

i gotta admit. you caught me off guard
when you told me "... "
but i told myself, its a choice im gonna have to make. its either i take the
risk and move forward. or be a wuss and rewind backwards and tell
myself we never happened.
which would be a lie cause we did.

and im trusting myself with you.
and im trusting you not to break my heart.
and you said it yourself you wanted to start us off new.
and im gonna make sure that it goes well.
because hell, ive already committed myself to you long ago.
and i hope you do too.
regardless of everything
im gonna make sure nothing will jeopardize us.

and we came to a conclusion last night.
and i like what it is. (:
so..
from yesterday onwards.
you are indeed officially mine. :)

open day

is finally over.
thank god for that.

running up and down screaming from left to right making sure i had everyone.
omg. it was so chaotic.
but it was a success.
and indeed my last cheer performance ever in high school. :(

after everything,
i showered. and headed to ou with elisa.
sakae sushi for lunch. yumm.. :)

and then the boys came and we went to watch knowing.
the concept it kinda cool. i gotta admit.
but it was hard for me to concentrate in the cinema. lol. cause i had gary who couldnt stop
talking. lol. or more like that was me. hah.

and then we went walking around
and dinner at delicious. :) we werent hungry then so we took something light,
and the brownie i insisted on but after a while
we got jelak of it. :P
last night would be the first time i ever sat down to talk to him like properly.
and it was nice la.
and he paid for dinner. :)

and it was more walking around and talking.
and yeah.

the day ended nicely la. :)

sad. i have a camera but never used it
cause i was so busy.
but i know some people have my pictures.
so im gonna wait till i grab it from them. lol


look look! its batman! :D
doesnt jian yong look so awesome. hah
too bad i never took one with spidey. ;)



study time.
sigh

xoxo

good things come when you least expect it

isnt it pretty?
when that sudden chemical reaction between the fuel(to make the sparks and
other components like titanuim for bright coloured sparks) triggers the light energy
to be produced causing it to sparkle?
that only with the presence of fire, the reaction can only be completed.
and nothing else matters? cause once lit, its impossible or should i say
hard to extinguish it due to its slow burning composition?
you know what holds all these compositions together? something called nitrocellulose.
see, it has to be stuck together in order for it to work successfully.
but yes im pretty sure when the flames hit you it might hurt.
but its not gonna leave a permanent mark. maybe just a few burns
to teach you a lesson or two to be more careful right?

kinda like us dont you think?

im giving the most obvious hints i want you. and im not sure if you actually understand.
whats stopping it?
clearly im able to cope with anything. im actually in the best place i could ever be.

my day went from really bad to really good yesterday. (:

you wanna know with what?

im allowed to brag about this for a while. cause come on, dont tell me
you wouldnt if you were me.

i scored 100 for add maths! :D whooh!


and yeah.

lisa's finally posting up pictures.
and i decided two deserve the credit of being posted cause they look nice. :)




yes. these. :)

xoxo

gym after school with jian yong.

cheer and prom the musical during school.

and endless sleep before school.


thats my schedule. lol.

mum's given me an alternative.
its either i use some of my savings for the kk trip. cause lets face it, she aint
gonna pay all 2ooo plus.
or i use whatever she's kept aside from deducting 20 bucks from my allowance since the beginning of the year,
to spend it aussie..

im lost. its between

and awesome experience.

or extremely good shopping. -.-

im tired.

prom the musical practices are killing me.
and so is cheer.

but its fun la.
:)

and and.. ive been heading to the gym almost everyday. whooh!
in fact, i just came back from there not long ago.
and guess who joined me?lol

sticky icky jian yong. :)


add maths homework is calling my name.
but i dont understand a thing in the chapter im learning now.
so how now brown cow?

tomorrow's full dress for prom. its funny how fast i forget things.
sigh.
im getting old.

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