american idol

kris allen won! wheee. :D

so my hot shots didnt win.
but i was rooting for either one. :) so im pleased. wheee.
this just made my day. :)

you suck.

screw my oath.
for the one day i get to relax,
i decided i was gonna go online. :)
and it feels so damn good.

MID YEARS was shit ass hard.
god knows why the school has to set the freaking papers so unbelievably hard.
-.-

lets recap shall we?

monday
-bm 1
which wasnt so bad. i wrote alot of crap just to get 800 plus words and
that still isnt enough for mr mohan. sigh.
- bm 2
im pretty sure my komsas bit was all nonsense, lol. but i knew some la. so that
wasnt so bad. then came tatabahasa where
i gave it my best. :)
-sejarah 1
was rather easy for me. though i know ive got minor mistakes here and there.

tuesday
-english 1
easiest paper so far
-english 2
nothing different than paper 1
-sejarah 2
DIE DIE DIE. -.-
i knew 3/4 of the entire paper.
so you can imagine, the other 1/4 was whatever nonsense
i could remember from the book. :)
what was even frustrating, was that i had my points right. but i wrote the wrong people.
sigh.
mr sathia, do mark us very linionly.

wednesday
-add maths 1
i didnt leave anything out! ;D im so proud of that.
but then comes the big fat crosses that tell me i just lost like what more than 15 marks already?
lol.
-add maths 2
i completely decided and told myself that i can utterly screw this exam
and i wont hold any guilt. :)
i'll try for trials.
i'll be happy with a pass for add maths. :D
-chem 3
dont even get me started with this paper. -.-
first half all gone.

thursday
-chem 1
wasnt so bad. so far ive got bout 10 mistakes. but im sure there'll be more
-chem 2
structure wasnt so bad. i simply did my calculations and equations.
which i can already tell at the tip of my finger that im gonna get it
wrong. :)
essays, i could have scored. until drama happen.
i shall ellaborate later.
-moral
wasnt so bad. :) is actually second easiest next to english. :)

see, its very Q1 of me
to pin point all my mistakes troughout the examinations.
probably the only thing that keeps me going on to being a bigger Q1.
sigh.

lets talk chem,
we form 5 students have to resit for the section b/c of paper 2 on the LAST FREAKING
day of the mid year examinations,
due to two teachers fault.
basically,
3 classes got different papers compared to the other 2 classes.
so yeah.
you can possibly imagine the frustration us form 5's probably feel right now
so while you all are out partying (cause we actually finish earlier)
the pure science students have to wait to resit 1 hour of their chemistry exam.
how shitty right?
thank you. :)

on another note, i have no exams tomorrow. :)
which means
the whole weekend to myself.
to study.
sigh.

maths, bio, physics and est left. oh wait! chem -.-

there's only 1 thing 2 say 3 words 4 you,

im so dead.
-.-

for mid year exam.

my head's been pounding. im not even done with my sejarah.
and i havent touched bm yet.
chem is making me panic.
gah!
bio's driving me up the walls.
sigh.

rewind/ fast forward
mothers day.

took mum to delicious and we had a banoffee pie. :)
and walked around in bv2.
bought my first pair of zara heels. :)
whee.
there goes 200 bucks.

the whole week,
has been filled with studying and sleeping and what not.

tomorrow,
im leaving after bio to come back to study or i might join the rest
of em at starbucks in kota damansara to study. (:
we'll see.
and its add maths tuition in the afternoon.
die wei!
i couldnt even do last year's add maths paper.
-.-

its my last post till exams are over.
:(

xoxo
signing out till the 27th of may. :)

a stress free weekend

and it feels so good. :)

studied physics and finished some of my homework.
and then it was sejarah.
till gary came.
and he slept. lol. while i did more sejarah.
then we hit the club along with my other boyfriend. ;)
yes. jian yong.
and we hung around there for a while.
they were playing ping pong you see. ;)
and i being the nerd continued studying.

home it was around 5 ish.
and i did mums card.
and then we watched a walk to remember till 7 and mum decided to take us out
to dinner to finish up her vouchers from sushi king. :)
walked around a bit.
and then it was home.

but before that, guess what.
mum lost her parking ticket.
so she made me and gary search for it at the auto parking machine thing.
:P
quite the funny la.
and then it was home.
and more a walk to remember. :)



















and the night ended like that.


and this morning, its sejarah chem and add maths that will accompany me.
and i wanted to take mum out for lunch
but she's thinking after dinner for dessert.
so whichever. it her day anyway. :)
and then im gonna see GRANNY. :D

xoxo

two things

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY





dearest mother,
words cannot explain how much you mean to me.
yes we have our arguments and disagreements
but without that,
i doubt we would have been this close.
the big ass card i gave you already explained why your important so im not gonna
rewrite it all here.
but thank you for being the best you can as a mother.
you cant be perfect and im fine with that.
i love it how you 'lost' your parking ticket last night and made me go back to search for it.
i love it when you suddenly spring me up in the morning to go
out with you even when ive got no mood.
i love it when you allow me all the freedom to do anything as i please.
and many more.
so,
thank you. :)
xoxo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZREEN NELLIE

happy bithday kakak.
i miss those times we shared.
sad you're not in the neighbourhood anymore.
i miss hanging out with you. :(
till we meet again.
xoxo :)

fire burning

guess what?! :D
i stayed up
last night till about 12 doing history. -.-
from 9-12.
unbelievable? hah

overload on studying wei.
i just finished tuition physics homework
and im gonna start on sejarah soon.

he's coming over again.
so whee.

xoxo

if there's anything higher than being a Q1, lemme know.

school today wasnt so bad.

everything was productive all till PE which was the last period.
so im pleased.

prelims for paramount band was after school.
and so i stayed back till 3
to support a few of them performing. :)

and after school,
i told mum i needed to go to jasema.
which i didnt.
instead i headed to ou
to pick out some stuff for mum.
but obviously i couldnt tell her i was going to ou to get her present right? -.-

so i wandered around there till like 4 plus?
and headed home.
and omg.
i thought she went out. -.-
but she was at home.
can you imagine how i had to try walking in the house which the huge
big ass card.
-.-
quite the funny.
but thank god she didnt see anything la.

tuition was at 5.30.
and i nearly went insane trying to figure out how to start some of the questions.
stress gile wei.

finished bout 40 minutes ago.
and now im relaxing before i hit them history books. -.-
booo you sejarah.
im missing eryse's dinner because of you. sigh

xoxo

shoot me.

im exhausted.
literally,
everything ive been doing this whole week, has
revolved around
school.
studies.
prom.
tuition.

how depressing. -.-

happy belated birthday

to?

eryse

for you are one of those people i know
i can be perfectly normal (and i mean crazy) with
without having to worry. :)
thank you for everything. and suprising me. lol.
you my bazaar partner yo. :)

and
iman adelina
:)

im dearly sorry i dont have a picture with you
imonster. :(
but i will!
so hang in there.
i acknowledged your birthday! see how nice i am!
the only girl i know who eats her food packed from home (which is meant for break)
before school even starts. and and CUCUMBER! :D lol

xoxo

you can call it whatever you like. :)

im back! :D
from the sleepover i had with lisa dearest.

so saturday morning, the driver dropped me off at school and i hung around with
them cheerleaders for a while.
then it was off to lisa's hse and we had lunch with her grandparents.
yeah. i met her extended family. :)
her cousin,
is soooooo cute! :D

from there, we headed to


got some pretty awesome deals.
and then lisa decided to hit down telawi street. so i accompanied.
and then it was home. :)
we watched bride wars and after a while, i decided to do history.

then dinner at sake. :)
yummers.
and then it was home, more tv and lights were out by 12.

woke up this morning at 9
due to that boy's call.
and then i watched yours, mine and ours for fun while waiting for the other one
to get up.
and then we headed to RAJU'S! :D
i missed it. so so good.

and then home by 12.30 and we studied till bout 2.30?
and then we watched fast and furious 4 with wendy's
by our side. ;)
and then mum came to pick me up and the usual dinner at 5.30 with granny. :)

he's coming over later. which means, i should do some more studying.
so yeah.
im off.
xoxo

wanna know what i miss?

yeah.

my hero

wanna know how my day went? :)

i got up at 9 to gary's phone call.
then i decided to get cleaned up and start on bio.
which i did at the club till about 12?
i caught up on all the stuff i missed out on. and now i understand chapter 3. :)

wanna know a really cool cool word? :D

adrenocorticotrophic. :D
its a hormone btw.
try saying it real fast 5 times. lol

then i went home and went back to the club to swim.
considering i havent done that for while.
i got sprayed by water guns by little kids. -.-
stupid birthday parties.

but it was extremely hot. so i didnt care. the water felt so good. :)
kun and nick stopped by.

and then i went home showered and add maths tuition till bout 7.30.
and mum brought back burger king. ;)

and now im here.
im gonna do bio in a while. sigh.

oh oh!
saturday and sunday with my bestfriend yo! :)
its been a while eh lisa?

xoxo

you know, how i wish i could be that spoilt brat
who gets everything she wants when she wants it.
and doesnt need to have that feeling of envy or jealousy when you read
on people's blog bout how they just got their
new iphone,mac book or a designer good or
sunnies or shoes or even a whole wardrobe full of things.

but my mumma thought me well.
she thought me to RESIST.
cause good things comes when you least expect it. :)

a very important thing to remember.

sweet cravings.

so i got up late today. lol
all i recall was checking the time on my phone and going
"OH SHIT!"
cause it was already 6.55. which is about the time i usually get ready to leave the house
on normal days.
and i run to mum's room and switch on the pump and find
her awake and screaming at me going,
"LATE RIGHT?! LATE RIGHT?! SLEEP LATE SOME MORE!"
"NEXT TIME NO MORE GOING ON THE COMP AT NIGHT
OR GOING ON THE PHONE! IF NOT!....."

yeah. and then it was more yelling with her and daisy. lol

and my usual morning schedule which is roughly around 30 minutes got squeezed
to just10 minutes. :) and i was out of the house. lol
(i didnt get to eat or dry my hair.)
so when i got to school, i looked like a mess. ;p

other than that, the day went pretty okay. i was constantly finding lessons
to doze off in. lol.
i have no idea why i was so tired. and literally, i was eating the whole day.
ask my class mates. i finished my lunch and break that was packed for me
within the first 2 hrs of school, and two omelets to support the prom,
lunch rice, and like bits and pieces of people's food. lol
i was extremely hungry and sleepy today. -.-

modern dance prelims for the other classes were today.
and i have to admit. some were pretty amazing.
gah!
i hope we get in. :(

well, my results are rather satisfying. and im gonna enjoy the amount of a's.
cause with form 4 work in mid year, im
saying good bye to those a's. :)
lol.

study time tomorrow.
BIO.
grrr.

xoxo

you know what sounds extremely good?

shopping at telawi street. :)

heat wave, please go away.

we did our prelims for modern dance just now.
wasnt as bad as we thought it would have been la. so
some forgot steps and some were early here and there.
but mind you, we only
finished the routine yesterday. :D lol.
so we did pretty awesome though we were messy.

other than that everything else seems okay.
my results are pleasing for me. i mean i could have scored higher.
but yeah i guess my brain capacity only could hold that much.
so far,
BM- 73 B3
ENG- 83 A2
ADD MATH- 100 A1
SEJ- 76 A2
EST- 100 A1
CHEM- 77 A2
PHYSICS- 90 A1
MORAL- 82 A2
BIO- 70 B3
MATHS- 87 A1

yeah. i could have gotten higher for bio, if
i wasnt so careless.
gah!

well, gary came over last night again for dinner.
then we stopped by jian yong's. :)
and then we hit the park for a short while then it was home again.
omg. i got to see his cute cousin!
eeek!
:D
so comel.
with like the brown curls and the big eyes. (:
yeah. lol

sigh. im gonna start my studying again this weekend. sigh.
cause ive got no distractions. :)
other than lunch with my class boys on saturday i think
im absolutely free.
wheee.
since the boyfriend will be at pd for the whole weekend.
its peace and quiet time for me. :)
unless i decide to bug my buddy. lol

moral kerja amal,
why do you have to be such a pain?

xoxo

sunday midnight walks. :)

sunday midnight walks.
cats.
swings.
stars.
tv.
leg cramps.
hot bike jacket.

thank you for coming by.

:)


just came back from the gym with jian yong. ;)
stupid boy.
i had to tow his bicycle all the way back home cause he was lazy to.
lol.

school was fun today.
and guess what, after a long time.
i finally scored back my A in moral! 82! whooh! :)

paramount modern dance is either on wednesday or thursday.
so its studio after school tomorrow. sigh.
oh oh!
and its the form 5's last school field trip. :(

back to business.
xoxo

edit

im finally back home. (:

mum picked me from the hse around 2 to leave for dance practice at
smash.
which turned out pretty awesome.
and then got picked up around 5.30 and then
it was off to granny's for our usual sunday dinner.
(:

we wanted to go to end of seasons but it was closed. :(
sigh.
so we came home. and i just showered.
oh oh! just now,
on the way to smash,
I SAW A BUSH FIRE ALONG THE HIGHWAY!
IT WAS SOOO COOL! :)
lol

jelly's coming over i think later.
surprisingly mum's alright with it. so phew! (:

xoxo

another sunday. (:

so yes. im up.
was up since 8.
and since i was so bored and was trying to find excuses to not
finish my bm essay,
i decided to spring clean my bathroom.
the amount of face masks and free sample bottles me and my sister
have been collecting in our bathroom is amazing. so now. its like super clean. (:
lol

and i did my room too. whee.


anyway,
last monday was our ethical grooming seminar.
which was by xixili, silkygirl and mrs ampi. (:

basically,
xixili was talking bout how we women, should care for our breasts. :)
yes you heard me right.
quite the fun la.
you should have seen nabihah. lol.
speaking of that girl,
she volunteered to show us girls how atleast 90% of the girls sitting in the room,
were wearing the wrong size.

you know her la. :)
overly excited over the smallest things. lol

turns out she's two sizes bigger than what she was.
damn. lol.
and guess what, she got to keep the bra they gave her. how unfair.


they had goodie bags too. :)

next was silky girl.
all they did was show how exactly to apply all the concealer and foundation
and stuffies and to promote their new products.
two models to demonstrate.
me,





and diana,



and of course, we left with goodie bags.



it was like shopping at school. :) all the free things. whee.

mrs ampi spoke bout manners and courtesy. :)
and her lifetime experiences. so yeah.
and monday was over after that.

my nose is blocked and im not even crying.

i cant stop sneezing!
>.<
help me.

my eyes are extremely red from doing absolutely nothing.
bah!

came back from the gardens bout an hour ago.
didnt spend a dime except for food. :)

but it was nice la. having to indulge the nice ambiance. :)

200 words more to go! whooh!