bitch fights i'll fail to win

my favourite pic of the day. :) thanks to
tan ky lynn and lee kittmun for the idea. :)

close your eyes and try and picture the person you like.
is he/she there?
or what if your unsure?
do you think your minds playing tricks on you?
i dont think so. :/
i just think its not meant to be.

i came home with tears. sad right.
mum was driving at 140 km/h just now. she only does that when she's ubber stressed out
and im the only one she lets it out to.
heh. and now im wondering, will tomorrow be different.
i miss those open arms i can run to.
i'll make it short. we studied at tropicana's library.
i was rebecca chin for the day. :)
and then we headed for a swim and then dinner. oh oh but early in the morning i gave booty calls
to arrange transportation. heh
things felt different today. for some odd reason.
paul came by after work. and then he was off for dinner around 8.30. sat with sue and lynn after dinner and then it was left me and jin. :)
talked like ALOT and yeah. then it was my turn and i rode in that insane car ride.
and sent the bouquets to kitts and left.
and now im home sneaking online. hoping i get to post all my pics and do some extra studying
later considering i wasnt paying 100% attention to my bm. :P

oh oh. we have new names. :) lol
akram the asshole
jason the jackass
ben the bastard
demie the dumbass
lynn the loser
kitt the killer
paul the pondan.
lol



amanda being retarded

my ipod. :)



check out mine and kitt's mess. :P

she camwhoring. :P



that included me. lol



and lynn too. :)

they were being SOO retarded

jamie being embarrassed lol

lynn's tortoise eyes. ;) just picture the shell and legs. lol

we love boobs.

this aint the only picture of them. haha

i was a pimp yo!

meg and lynn

amanda chin and 'rebecca chin' :D


i fixed her bikini! dont ask how. lol but i did.

kitty and i

yeap me and lynn





two awesome photos. :)

i love her. :)





peace yo. :)



kitt's version

ben having so much fun piggybacking lynn. :D

somethings wrong. :p it cant seem to be rotated. lol



yes i caused that. lol



lynn and kitt

take 1

the 'short one' and the 'tall one'

lynn!

me lynn paul and lynn's drink. :)




dem, lynn and sue jin!:)

after everything....

hello people of blogger. :)
everything has been updated. ive got all post from my previous blog site ere.
all dated from new years eve alright.
woke up almost every hour to reply a text.
damn stupid.
and i totally forgot to wake up early to finish my last chapter of history!
ahhh! im doing it soon. right after this. :)
ive got therapy at 2 but im gonna drop by the curve to get mum's pachi chocolates.
then im off. and then being a nerd like me,
ive got tuition in the afternoon!hahaha.
add maths and maths, im so gonna fail maths. :S

DAVID ARCHULETA was awesome this week!
i hope he gets it.
he sang stand by me which was SOO good. but i cant seem to find it to download it. sucks.

im off to actually start history. :)
toodles.

when we said goodbye.

hello peeps. :)
pics from labour day and teachers day with lisa's camera.
due to the her laptop being crashed by a virus, the pics had to be delayed. sorry. :)

the three minus 1.

me,kitt and the short one. (paul)

WASABI!

they were high five-ing cause of my stupidity. lol. i dont remember what i said but it was darn stupid alright.



yes, he's still my reserved. :)


GASP!


hear no evil, speak no evil and see no evil.

i swore she had more pics in her camera than this. lol
i'll find it. no worries! :)

today, i got up realizing i didnt open the door for mum last night
considering she didnt have her keys and was pretty sure she was gonna be mad. :P
so i went down to check if she was home. thank god not.
got cleaned up and waited hoping uncle zahari was gonna come back in time to take me out
to pick kitt,lynn,ben,akram and jason to kayu.
and guess who came home..
DUM DUM DUM...
mom. -.-
said sorry and she just nodded.
told her my plans and she screamed at me saying i'd fail my comprehension skills cause
im not telling her anything in detailed. and so i did and went out of the room. lol
we picked them up and the way to kayu was silent.
and then we were there and megan met up with us and then we ate and talked and then meg's driver
had to send us to school for bio extra class. sat on akram. lol
damn funny.
got there and walked around school aimlessly hoping to find the 2005 year book to search for megan's plump picture.and failed. lol
class was good. sat next to meg and she literally summed everything up for me.
after that it was lisa's house.
and leon was there. we were chatting while i was eating. haha.
and then we had story telling time by lisa. :)
all about nabi muhammad.
and then i went home and i headed to the

and walked back not long ago
took a shower and here i am. :)
tomorrow's gonna be interesting.lol. i hope.
till then. muaxx!

a random convo with me and azuri. lol

May 5th

hello. :)
a little birdie said for me to blog. and i did. :)
i'll give you a clue who, he's got no life! and claims he's ubber tall. :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERYSE AMIRAH!
your an awesome friend and we had loads of fun during our cultural dances and
the openings and all that stuff. :)
i know i can always count on you for some laughter. :)
enjoy being 16 hun!

yes. we're awesome! :) when theres a touch of eryse in it.

the monday blues.
arrived school and realised for once in my entire form 4 life. i didnt finish my homework. lol.
i know right.
and then meg didnt come so i didnt get my 50 bucks. -.- was so looking forward for it. heh.
and the classes were boring except for ms kalai's class as usual.
she picked on kareem as usual.
lunch and break was awesome thanks to the guys.
i love them so banyak banyak! :)
oh! CALVIN TEO'S birthday is coming up! make sure you wish him! for those of you who know him.
had therapy today after school. i feel so sore now.
but thank god i got the massage. zubaidah cheated me last friday. :( lol
came home and did some studying.
SUPRISINGLY things went in. maybe its cause mum wasnt around the whole evening/night to nag me
about other things.

May 3rd

Hello people. :)
updates! yesh! Wednesday was fun thanks to tuition. mr willy being typically cute. lol
he gave us a chemistry test and surprisingly i knew how to answer! Awesome right?! lol i know pretty jakun.
thrusday, was labour day!and it was a mad house everwhere! especially ou and curve and it so happen,
i was at both! :) yes.
me and kitt and lisa had planned to go out to ou in particular for teacher day present shopping. :)
and on thursday morning, kitt decided to head to the curve.
and so we did. how? considering NO taxi would take us there. geeze. and i thought they'd wanna make the cash. heh
then there was paul. :) sweet oh paul who took us there coming all the way from tropicana.
he joined us for lunch and went of his own way. :) then me and kitt were being the lamppost for elisa. and then kitt had ben for a while.
damn sesat wei. i was like with no one? hahha but it was fun indeed. i hung out with faez! so awesome.
i never thought i'd be laughing with him. hahha

faezdemieelisaeveryone
hi faez.
hi.
why so malu huh?
dont mind her, she's high on coke.
hi faez!
erm. hi.
fine! * walks fast infront of them*
eh! you jalan macam gangster wei!
ofcourse lah! im boss ma!
eleh. boss.
eh, dia ni datuk punya anak wei. jangan main main.
*laughs*
tipu!
i datuk punya cucu la k!
rasa ni.
*feels brace*
bullet proof tau!
omfg! you were serious?! eh eh sorry lah!.
hahhahah! now you know not to mess with me right! :P
laughs.
(5 minutes later)
mak mak!
who the hell are you calling mak!?
you lah!
why?
if you anak datuk and im cucu. im your son lah! aiyoh!
oh yeah! :)
(going home time)
bye faez!
bye!..
*walks off*
eh mak! i balik rumah ayah k! :D
okay. :)

so cute lah him. :)
friday was okay. teachers day.
saw all sorts of games being played at the sports complex. there was even team red! :D eek!
today was good. :)
i went off at 8 something in the morning for extra class(bio) and was sorta late. lol
turns ou the class had started at like 8.
and then i followed kitt to ou to drop her brother off at kids sports and ended up staying there for hours leaving ben and akram at
tropicana for a damn long time during our study group time. lol
we felt so bad.
then we finally went there. and i saw sher men.:)
and then we were like gossiping and talking and i was like the only one studying there. lol
and then everyone went home and i was there with paul for a while. :)
and then i went home. well sorta.
we sent rowena home and had dinner at porto romano at taman tun and me being a nerd, i went to buy more books to do
tomorrow from jesema and now im home. :)
people have been pestering me to blog. lol.
so yeah. toally forgot to bring my camera the past few days. so yeah. lol. didnt get much. but here's what i have,
xoxo.
some random pictures too. :)

pics from thursday will come when lisa's done blogging it. :)

i left my phone with him and akram and i got this. heh.


and this.lol!


dosnt it look yummy!


yes, what i once was.


what i am now. :)




the retardness duing the preps for pna. me and carmen having our war. :) such good times.

Around planet demie

lawrence and chea missed out on a good meal last night. mum made her specialty. :) ROAST CHICKEN. yum...minus the mashed potatoes.
she god lazy. excuse her. lol.
i played around with my black eye shadow and was tempted to camwhore and so i did.
emo style. :) i think i look so much better when emo than happy
i find that so weird.
got up today and followed mum to mont kiara for lunch at marmalade and walked around the flee market.
then we skipped that and went to the curve where we walked some more than
we went grocery shopping.
and then it was back home for us. i decided to do some bio. how sad right.
then it was granny's. and i had two servings for dinner! :) felt really hungry. and now im home. mum wants to watch oprah.
with me that is. and i guess i might as well bond with her. oo. theres CSI too. whee. how nice.
i love sundays.
then theres mondays. shit.
as much as i dont wanna skip class due to the MYE( mid year exams)
i have to for my dearest class. heh. considering i didnt go to lisa's to do the class page yesterday i might as well do it in school.
so not gonna be a nice day tomorrow.i can just sense it. heh.
toodles.

xoxo

what you missed out:

(April 12th)
sherrie's birthday party was awesome seemed cool that it was in a dance club and all. :) mum decided to let me loose for a night considering how good ive been. whee! and i crashed at lisa's. and got ready with her. i like spent the whole day yesterday with her and her dad! , woohoo! :D we did our hair at kool kutz and then shopped for her present and thank god! it actually was a good gift cause it was a suprise for us at night. :P lol.i know you wont understand. lol. party had loads of dancing. i went crazy i'll admit. :S but yeah.it was good. but everyone was in like their click. which was abit the annoying lah. but it was fine with us. like eltjse, leenna, nabihah and all. we we're like the only ones camwhoring compared to the others kinda cool actually! :D lol. i mean typical us lah. i slept over at lisa's and we got back at like 12.30 due to our stop to mcd's for supper and we stayed up watching ella enchanted! which ive been dying to watch! didnt know she had the dvd. :P but typical her, she fell asleep halfway so i stayed up watching and didnt go to bed till like 2.30. hahahahhah! and now we're both awake and im gonna have lunch with her grandparents! how awesome is that?! :D so yeah. then i have cheer.-.- but its cool! sonia's gonna belanja me EXTRA lunch. :D considering she feels oh so nice. hahahha. and mum didnt tell me she was gonna watch celine dion live. heh. thanks mum. with auntie rahmah. heh. my 'god mother'. :P anyway the internet guy is coming tomorrow to format my comp. i swear to god, im gonna be broke thanks to my dearest com which lisa said and i quote "i think your comp is an attention seeker and probably having a relationship with the repair man" and yes i do think so too! :D see, im such a nice owner. :D i pay for your visits. :D okay. getting lame now. till then muaxx! P.S. : im not gonna upload all the pics. but only some..too lazy but you can check out lisa's blog. :) (the toilet was effingly nice to camwhore okay! :D)















(APRIL 19th)
seriously, open day felt like a carnival day.
i mean the stalls and everything lah. but dear kimmy asked us all 80 cheerleaders to be in school by 9.
all of us thought that there was gonna be practice but turns out not.
so i rushed there for nothing. and mum gave me this long talk. heh. i got there and saw emily and carmen.
then we went walking for a bit. and i explored the stores. :) then i went to the hall with tash and victor who insulted me thinking
i looked like phoebe when i huged them from the back. OUCH MAN! but yeah. turns out my eyes looks like hers
hahahah! anyway. then it was the performance by charms all stars. i swear i think KDU had become best friends with them. lol.
then me, kitt, lynn, emily and carmen went to do our make up and hair as an early start and we were practicing and doing shoulder
sits in the toilet. damn funny. lol
we came out and we were learning dance moves from charms. :) using the chipmunk song.(witch doctor)
and everyone walking pass just stared at us. it was REALLY fun. :)
after that it was the medley. sat next to russell and azuri and marc who couldnt stop criticizing ******. lol. then we got ready for our cheer performance and then we warmed up our stunts and then when it was over.. more FOOD! :D
our routine turned out really well. kinda sad wei yen didnt move about when she was helping me record but still grateful i am. :) lol
waited for wan nee and azalea and then i went home with them. dropped mel home and then me and azalea
camwhored till wan nee was done bathing then she went o bathe and i stonned. lol.
then we left for ou. :D found harisson who was waiting there for us like crazy. sorry hun. :)
and we were SUPPOSE to meet up with joshua but he ditched US again. haiyo. then we decided to eat at pizza hut where we literally finished
EVERY single thing on the table and including the two free soups we got. :) dont ask how
but we did. lol.
then we went shopping for art stuffies and i was hoping to get my flats but they didnt have it. so practically my money went to food.
well majority. i bought a shirt form the charms all stars booth. and then i got more stationary. and im still in the mids of receiving
30 buck from mum cause i bought more revision books. :)
just had my last tuition with mr zoran today. fetlt so bad. it wasnt even his fault. but he was correcting my mistakes. i missed out so many
free marks just like *snaps fingers* haih.
anyway, till tomorrow muaxx!
im gonna laze around today. and IF i fell good. i'll study chem, i feel so bad!











(April 23rd)
ITS WORLD EARTH DAY! or was. :)

earth day as fun. :) trying to get the class to switch the air cond off for atleast half the day was extremely difficult. :P
but i manage to convince them . :) they listen to me lah kay! im the most awesomeness person ever! :D
and then right after PE they turned it on complaining it was TOO HOT.
loosers. -.-
no one wont leave me alone with my stupidest conversation EVER with anyone!
heres why and since i feel nice insulting my self, i'll blog about it. :)
it was with ben in 5A. :)

bendemeveryonekenneth
hey ben, whats your full name?
ben.
no seriously lah
benjamin
oi! seriously!
seriously!, its ben jah min. (in a chinese slang)
come on seriously lah!
its true! ask kenneth and wei ken and calvin and all
fine!
kenneth, whats his full name?
ben jah min.
omg. your serious?!
yeah!
that is SO AWESOME!
yeah i know right!
(2 minutes later)
LAUGHS
why?
dem... you actually belived me?!
*pause* OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!BEN!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahhahah!
i feel so embarrassed. :(
its okay. :) hahahha

hahahha so yes, everyone knows and makes fun of me. :p i hate it. :p lol matt made us laugh too yesterday. he imitated me laughing and then suddenly me, kitt and megan and lisa ended up laughing more! :P dont ask why, we just did. damn stupid. and lisa couldnt swallow her food. lol

TODAY
was fun.
especially tuition when i was doing my lame jokes to everyone including mr willy. :)
me and lisa and kitt and lynn went to eat at jetty in ou and we were running late like seriously
but we were suppose to stop to buy levin's candies but we didnt.
sorry. :) next class yeah. :)
and now im home, feeling the stress of the mid year exams. so im gonna study now. :) toodles.
oh oh!!!
it was KAREEM's birthday and ms KALAI's too!:) so awesome!
make sure you wish them while you still can. :)
muaxx!

(April 25th)
im being emo again. dont ask why. but some may know. im gonna keep things short today. started the day with add maths then followed by english(more oral assessments) then after break was 4 and a half periods or taking our class pictures. :P the theme was las vegas. sorta. :P dont even ask why it took so long. it just did. but sad it wasnt what we wanted to to turn out but im doing my best to make the pics look awesome. i wanted it at the field so it would have been like all bright and happy and all. but doesnt matter. was suppose to go to lisa's house tomorrow to do the page but i dont think thats gonna work out. pics are still coming from weiren and all. i love his camera. : ) on his phone. it looks sooo good. so yeah. wil be updating more.
im currently listening to: goodbye to you. (Michelle branch)