so today was a rather interesting day :)

i spent the entire 4 hours of my class watching swan princess 1,2,
sleeping beauty and half of the glee season finale.
all cause i finished my assignment beforehand.
it was so fun.
i literally just sat there watching parts of all of it :P

anywhoo,
i left to help sarah with some stuff and then met up with jason :)
who now has a bb thanks to me and whoever else that convinced him!
HAH!
and then we sat down at brunetti's to get it set up and all.
and then he took me to
a cathedral down at flinders cause he wanted to show me how freaky it is
and that was the FIRST time ever ive stepped into a church.
kinda cool.
and after that, he took me to see an exhibition which i was most impressed with.
it's at ACMI.
it was bout film and television history and the making of it and all.
loved it!

then we met up with ashwin and we hung around at kopitiam before dinner.
and then weiren showed up and we all decided to have thai :)
SOOO GOOD.
it's at a place called lemon bistro in china town.

after that, the boys wanted to walk
around flinders st,
convinced by the all of us, jason and weiren went on a 6 minutes ferris wheel ride
and god bored. while me,ashwin and yang kin stood there laughing :P
then they spent $10 on a slot machine to get a mini football
and lucky for jason he got one which had the name australia on it.
(it was all on the world cup team players)
and we hung around before heading to max b
and then we were all freezing cause of the unexpected strong wings and then
we decided to go home.
:)

the end.















and up they go :)















xx

SO SINCE IM THE NERD WHO'S FINISHED WITH HER ASSIGNMENT WHICH IS ONLY
DUE NEXT FRIDAY,
IM FREE THIS FRIDAY -.-
meaning im here in class doing whatever i can do at home, -.-
ugh.

so here's just a couple of photos. :)








it took me a while to notice that
somehow, i can relate to ALL of this.
especially the first one. it was so exact.

this,
i just figured was nice for a future reference dont you think?

xx

see,
if you were interested or even taking art at the moment,
you'd understand why they say helvetica.
and im glad i know why.
ahah.
it's only cause we watched a documentary on helvetica for our typography
assignment.
ahhh
times like this makes me feel so intelligent :)

tonight,
cheer was great.
changed a few things here and there
cause we were overtime
and now we're good to go and 3/4 on our way there to perfection.
sorta.
alot more cleaning up to do,
but im glad.
we're still on track with our timing :)

i love the red team.

4/6 assignments down!
2 more to go.
and most due next week.
i can do this shit!
xx

some days, you might feel like you're falling through the cracks,
but you can't ever let yourself actually say you've fallen.

you have to learn to pick yourself up and tell yourself
it's going to get better.
it might be the first time i've ever done ____ (whatever it is) or the _____ time
i've done ______ (whatever it is)
but i will learn to do so much better.
and i will.

repeat after me,
I WILL DO SO MUCH BETTER.

or i'd like to think i would.

so yesterday was the first time in a very long time that i cheered with the rest of the red team,
and we manage to pull alot right.
FINALLY,
my wheelbarrow is somewhat perfect :)
despite us hitting shakira towards the end of practice we were rather good.

currently in the library
(when btw, it's the queens birthday,aka, public holiday)
to do what?
assignments!
kill joy -.-

the library is flooded with people.
but no im not alone. sarah lee is with me :)
and ive got tiny teddies to ease my stomach later.
woooh.
im set for my ssignments.

not my best angle.
but
toods :)

xx

im sure you know that.

so,
this is just me procrastinating.
i should be starting my work.
see, i go by two theories,
1) either i take my time doing my assignments which mean more stress because
im rushing a deadline but i produce good work
or
2) i finish everything very fast with less stress but could cost me several mistakes and
a not so satifying job because i try and make everything simple as possible.

BUT
truth me told,
on most occasions, i tend to mix both my theories.

google made my day two days ago.
their backdrop looked so pretty,
for instance,

which was my ultimate favourite.

so this is what i have,
6 assignments due mostly in two weeks.
SIGH.
the one and only assignment that has got me peeing in my pants and pulling my hair out,
has to be production skills
where we're working on textiles design.
im panicked like crap for that.

times like this, i really wish i didnt take art.
oh well.

i should start my work.
xx

so im telling myself that im probably overreacting.
no big deal.
spm was way harder than all of this.
10 subjects?
im sure i can handle 5.

everything else, im just gonna let it pass with ease.

fact of the day bout me: im easy to please.

what do you love most bout demie liew (:

She finds me comforting, and she talks to me about every little bitty thing in the world. She's a bitch, she's always confused, and I genuinely believe she has already gotten menopause. But I love her, because she's raw whenever I'm around, and I truly love her for who she is inside, not the brave, strong facade she puts on for everyone out there.

nicole chen wen ni,
you had me plaster this huge grin on my face.
i love you. <3

xx

i feel like i've just pressed my invisible
'panic button'.
im so stressed right now,
it's not funny and it's
not one of these things that can be fixed over a bar of chocolate kinda thing.
i wanna go home.

pete wentz is stressing me out(i know you guys wont know who that is
but it's my codename)
cheer is on the top of my omg list
assignments seem to be sharing that space.
gah.
im blowing myself soon.


i wanna watch this again.

when i find myself
a loving boyfriend, im gonna make him watch this with me :)

teehee.

xx

this could not be happening.
its 3 weeks before comp.
i hope she's gonna be okay.
till then i need a back up plan.
gah. too many things to worry bout.
:S

today went by surprisingly fast.
english however, i was dreading.
the reports due thursday and i couldnt send in our full report cause
i was being a nice friend to wait for my group memebers who werent done with their part.
as a result, she wasnt and would not check if we have anything wrong.
at this point, i dont care.
the semester is gonna end soon and that's all im looking forward to.

i need a place to just escape for a while and let myself be numb again.

this time, ive got plenty of help from the weather,
since it's like what 10-15 degrees everday? -.-

great.just fabulous.

xx

fact you should know bout me?

i love peacocks.

cheer vid's up on my fb.
not the best but im gonna improve.
for some reason i couldnt plank up and that would have made my stunts look prettier.
but oh well,
like taty said,
i was a salmon out of water.
so not cool.
heh

today, was tiring,
but like any other mondays, durable.

xx

i thought it was high time i camwhored with my new aldo heels. :)

got it on a major discount from $89 to $49.
that's like a whopping
RM120 less.
wheee.

they are indeed the sex!

xx

i couldnt be fucked how it looks.

but i think it looks decent enough.
finally.
it's finished.

im planning on choosing one person so i can draw him/her
on the plane. atleast then ive got
something to do.

xx

my latest obsession.

no, not bieber.
jaden ;)

i cant believe it myself.
everyone's telling me im stupid for doing so and im so bloody convinced.
they're saying to just give it up already.
i dont know why i bother putting myself through it.
i have no reason to put myself through all this shit.
i shouldnt have cared.
YOU were the one who broke MY heart.
why cant i let you go?
i dont need you to live.

but clearly i need you to be alright for the moment.

the only BIG problem is, i shouldnt need to need you.

i need him.
cause he makes me feel more complete than you do.
he makes me smile even if im miles away from him.
but for some reason, you stand higher than him on the hierarchy.
and i dont know what my fate is with him.

fuck you for everything you did.
when you left,you took a part of me i can't get back.

i absolutely love this.
im going to do it one day :)
and have someone model for me. woooohhh.

i had such a good day yesterday :)
cheer was awesome.
we've improved so much. im so happy!
eeeee.

moments after cheer finished,
i checked my email (the one good thing of having a bb)
and i found out that i was one of the 20 consolation prize winners for the
sloggi blog writing competition i did not long back.

(click to enlarge)

:)
pretty bummed out
i didnt get my Rm2000
BUT
i did win:
-Rm250 worth origins products
-Rm135 worth of sloggi products
and
-Rm50 sloggi voucher.
sounds pretty darn good for me
:)

im happy.

xx

today was rather relaxing :)
woke up in the morning and planned on doing my p&e cover.
and then head to lincraft to pick up some fabric samples.
but mum was willing to follow me and plans got all mixed up
and so she took me there. and we headed for lunch
at this community place.
indian vegetarian ;)
and the best part is, it was next to a childrens farm! :D

i found it hilarious that when i said that to people, they thought
the farm rared children. HAHA
-.-
but they had such cute animals there :)
i have this urge to go back this saturday or sunday.


LOOK! HORSIE!
adorable no? :)

headed for class after that and we were given our final assignment for the semester for
design communication.
omg im gonna have so much fun with this one :)
we are to design a poster or two page magazine spread
about what inspires us here in melbourne.
and i plan on doing the fashion stereotypes.
sooo,
ive asked sissy and her friends to be my models.
im gonna make this look super professional.
eee excitednye :)

well most of my assignments are to do with in design things.
two portfolios,
one poster.
i dont know what's next :P
im gonna be so busy this whole month.
wish me luck.

you gotta admit.
my heels are worth the pain.
i give credit to myself for being able to wear that the ENTIRE day today
ahahha
<3 em.

cheer practice tomorrow.
it better be good or i'll kill someone.
no, seriously. i would.

xx

sometimes,
i cant give a fuck.

bout what i think,
bout what everyone thinks.
about everything.

i give up.

ps: since i have no canvas to let loose, i usually resort to photoshop

wanna know what's been going through my mind recently?
look at the above...
now read this.

"You have my heart
And we'll never be worlds apart
May be in magazines
But you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the dark
You can't see shiny cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because

When the sun shines, we'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella"

cheer pissed me off pretty badly tonight.
enough said.
but made it a good few tries.
and everyone's saying we did good
so that's all i need to hear.
besides that,
a good train ride with hilarious jokes,bimbotic comments and down right
'burn' statements just made my night.
i thank dave, quincee ,tiff and sissy for making me pull through the night.
much <3 to you all











wanna know something bout all these meats?

i have a hard time telling what is what.
exhibit A:
berl dem
always start soup with bones. chicken bones.
this isnt chicken bones.
i knew that. its pork. *smiles*
dear god, if i were to give you turkey i bet you wouldnt know which is what.
obviously i'd know. turkey meat is tougher than duck meat!
turkey meat is white! -.-
fuck.*silence*

so yes,
1) dont ever ask me anything bout what meat is what
2) dont ever ask me anything to do with spelling. you have to know that i cant spell alot of words.
HAHA. no im serious.

tomorrow better be one good day.
xx