no the party doesnt start till i walk in

so i went to school today. :)
decided to study in the library.
course i wasnt alone, nabihah and iman were there.
and then kitt came.
and i did add math and loads of sejarah. :)

oh oh!
as i was stonning, i came across a students artwork which had peacock feathers.
and i had this brilliant idea
of my next project! :D





its between the two pics,
imma paint it, but instead of painting the feathers,
(cause its gonna be hell trying to do that in detail)
imma stick them on,
but paint the bird itself.
what do you think?! :D

im gile excited.
omg.
spm isnt over let alone started yet and here i am
planning post-spm
projects. -.-
wtf?

sigh.
gonna do more add maths tonight.
so yeah


xx

camhoe.

cause i needed a break from all the books yesterday.

xx

one week.

im only one for a short while to check everything.
gonna head back to studying.
got shit loads to do.
but first,

happy birthday,


karen.

lally. :)

xx

tic tock on the clock

-went to school today.
-dont remember all the awards
but
KAREEM! :)
im so proud of you.
PERFORMER OF THE YEAR
PRESIDENTS AWARD.
:)

-went back to leenna's and studied with benita till about 3.30
came home and then i took a nap and here i am.

whooh.

spm: you're one week a way.
just ONE week.
damn.

xx

Howling at the new moon

Twilight captivated audiences all around the world.
including ME.
Drawing in teenagers, parents and everyone of all ages into the world of fantasy and
make beliefs.
where vampires and warewolves are no strangers.
Twilight is circled around the story of a girl named bella who meets edward, a vampire
and is later pulled into his world and meets the attraction of other vampires
and becomes the center of a cat-and-mouse chase.

if you're shaking your head or laughing at the thought of it
saying its absolutely corny,
i suggest you take it back.


twilight emphasizes strongly on the hardship one must go through and
sacrifices one must do
for their loved ones.
and THAT, captivated people like me.
the love edward has for bella,
is simply mesmerizing.

twilight wasn't the only book from the international bestseller, Stephenie Meyer,
New Moon, Eclipse and her latest and last book Breaking Dawn
are all continuations of this megahit.
and the story has never failed to give that rush of adrenaline and suspense
i had reading Twilight.


what i love about the twilight saga?
it was the only book worth my time reading.
it wasnt like the other fantasy books i've read before,
it was intoxicating for me.
i would finish it within hours.
and the hype i have for it has never changed.
ask all of my friends,see my side bar of this blog.
it became my everything and still is.

its amazing
because i felt for each and every one of this characters.
i sympathized for bella when edward left,

(the intriguing suspense it left me after reading this
cannot compare to anything else.)

loved edward when bella did
and envied jacob when edward wasn't the one to stich that
wound of hers.

i love how this motion picture has inspired other movies and
tv series,
like the vampire diaries, true blood
and the upcoming film,

(i know the book has been out ages ago)
but the movie out only now?
i wonder why. ;)

There's a vampire empire building out there.
and i'd like to think
it's all because of the twilight saga.
;)

and last but not least,
how could we forget the undeniably gorgeous boys?
who gave us a slight idea of how each and everyone of the characters
looked like.


when the book was turned into a motion picture i was
in complete shock.
i didnt think someone would actually turn this amazing book into
something i'd get to watch on the big screen. ever!
i remember being totally obsessed about it.
i didn't see the movie as a complete disappointment, but i guess i was just expecting more.
despite having said that,
i remember not paying attention to the first half of the film because i was too busy
crying at the fact that "IM WATCHING TWILIGHT!"

and i can already sense the exact same thing happening
to New Moon.
aha.
the trailer left me speechless.
its beyond amazing and i love how it has captivated so many scenes from the book.
im eager and curious to know
how much more of a fan i'll be because of this.

so dearest nuffnang,
i hope ive amazed you enough with my opinions,
its my last year being in malaysia as im migrating next year and movies
wont be Rm10 anymore for me
and im sitting for SPM
so this would be the best stress reliever ever for me.
so i hope
im one of the lucky 30 who gets to watch this before anyone else in Malaysia does.

THAT WOULD BE REALLY AWESOME.
PLEASE? :D


xx

study

humor yourself.

studied chem in the morning and got fed up so i did sejarah.
which is a relief.
cause i covered more than i planned to.
so yeah.

tomorrow:
- awards in the morning.
- studying at leens ;)

xx

freedom? not so soon..

second day of the seminar was today.
my opinion?
it was definitely much more productive than yesterday.
tips were given, but
i dont know how reliable they are.
so yeah.

i had proper lunch today. :D

went to see granny.
and now im home.

plans to study with meg and leenna is postponed to tuesday most likely.
so looks like im by myself again tomorrow.

9 more days.
damn.

xx

cranky. meh.

i
-endured a fucking seminar today
which wasnt ALL THAT BAD.
some parts were good.
some was a waste of time, so i ended up doing my own revision.
the girl sitting next to me had serious bo.
so i ended up getting headaches.
and i was hungry and sleepy.
so i wasnt in a very good mood.

Ms.Kalai and Mr. Sara taught us english and sejarah.
and Mr Rajendran for moral. but i didnt stay for that,
mum needed me home early so i skipped it.
whooh.

- am now snacking on famous amos cookies.
:)
they always make my day.

xx

opinions?

i know this looks more of a red already. but yeah

i was thinking a chessnut brown like this. :)

but if its too weird,
something darker. :)



and then just imagine dark red highlights! :)

what do you think?

last day of school.

so while everyone in school was doing their own thing
on tuesday,
we the form 5's were doing this. :)

filling up water balloons in the toilet.
flamboyant
was our code word. lol
trust ben to come up with a code word like that.

when we got called in.
ahahha

we never said we were good kids.
;)

life's a gamble, so place your bet.

-had extra class with ms sharon today with some of them from dickens.
quite the interesting.
but half the time we were doing our own thing.
- add maths tuition later.
- and im sleep deprived.

i hate uploading things up part by part.
its so annoying. -.-
meh.
more from my birthday.

leenna, jas and meg

gabe saporta, blind kitty and zombie tim.

anakku jeffrey.

xx

credits to iman athira

once again, her words have left me speechless.
footsteps on the dancefloor,tear drops in your eyes
is by far
the nicest note ive read on facebook.

so go read it.
but for those who dont have her as your friend,
this is a section from it which i like most.

"She was no longer that girl nobody could ever decipher, she was no longer that girl everybody loathed, just because they misunderstood how she functioned. Now, it was as if she was back to being a four year old- lost, confused and wholly vulnerable. And she had never felt so alone, lying there, back pressed against the cotton sheets. Sure, there were a million people she could talk to, but it was all meaningless, because they would never understand.

One thing she was positive of, was that people always let you down, and no matter how much 'love conquers all', it eventually fades, leaving an empty, gaping, hole in your heart that rips you up into a thousand different shards. You break, and everybody encounters that at least once in their life. But people, like wounds, heal. Though never completely. Once broken, never fixed.

That was just how life worked. Once something is broken, nothing ever remains the same. You could claim that your perfectly fine, but behind that exterior- nobody is ever fine. Nobody. She also knew that people were always going to leave, some leaving nothing but the faint whisper of a memory. There may be a night where you pass them by on the street and shoot them a vague smile, but then what? They become strangers. But that was okay, because you had your moment of happiness with them, and that, you will always remember.

He was the one she kept closest to her heart, but when the passion disappeared, what would happen next? Would they become strangers too? Two people with a past, and nothing but a past? Love is never as simple as people depict it to be, in the fairytale and in the movies. It's gritty, and complicated, and raw, and most of all, it fucking hurts. Yet some people choose to hold on, and those are the strongest ones. Because it isn't easy, trying to overcome all the obstacles the world throws at you, the people trying to bring you down."

iman, you're brilliant.

maybe i shouldnt have

i woke up at 2 am for some odd reason.
and was surprised to know that
i was stonning for two hours before i fell asleep.
great i know right?
-.-

and i got up at 8.30
cause i have a dentist appointment at 10.
im getting my crown today! :D
wheee.

doing maths and bio today.
god knows what happened to the study plans with megan.
oh well.

enjoy your day.
as i will mine.

taa.
xx

dear friend,

"in every relationship, the only reason why people stay together is cause they can see what everyone else cannot.musta been something you guys had that no one else couldnt"

-Nicole chen wen ni


she made me happy.
thank you.

i need more friends like putrina. :)
thank you love.

did whole of form 4 revision on sejarah.
and then i took a break.

got physics tuition in a while.
then im done for the day.

sometimes i hate the fact i have good memory.
you could ask me to recite you a whole conversation or a whole story
and i would tell you everything word by word.
you could ask me to picture everything to you in detail, and i can.
you HAVE NO IDEA how very DISTURBING that can be for me.

money can't buy me you.

got up around 10.30.
and im all cleaned up.
ready to open the books but im rather distracted.
(as always)

sigh.
ian says im so far deep in my hole.
i kinda think he's right.

i dont know where i stand now in things.
are things normal?

xx

spm here we come

senior prank?
check!

seriously teachers,
we were nice enough to ask other discipline teachers whether or not we'll get into shit
and they said no.
and we didnt play with eggs or flour.
we played with
WATER. which may i remind you,
will evaporate and dry off by its own.
so i dont see whats the big deal.
pfft.

but it was awesome.
hands down.

i highly doubt they're gonna do anything with our testimonials.
just freeze it,
but who cares,
as much as i wanna apply for a scholarship to make things easier for the parents
i really dont think i would have gotten it.
so i dont care.
im already in college.

ben, you should have been wiser. :P
that's all i have to say to you.

ps: they flour drawing on the field was awesome.

if you want a full detail of what happened,
click.

xx

i swear i had a tee shirt saying this.
its really sad.
i cant find where it is. :(

little miss splendid.

crash course at school
for the last two days before we part for two weeks
and return for spm.
DUM DUM DUM!

yeah i think we're all finally feeling the pressure.


they're coming in very slowly. so be patient.
im waiting for more from elisa.

sometimes i wish i had an invisible wall i could slam my head agaisnt.
that way, it's more effective and it wouldnt look so painful.

remember luka?

yes, remember at auntie vivienne's dinner i said i found my
future husband?
here's baby luka. :)
yes, he's a baby.
adorable much?

justin, you're in denial.
you know he loves me more than you. :)

xx

and in time, you'll realize it all.

I.AM.OLD.

so this year for halloween, i went as a black cat.
ahaha.
painted whiskers and everything
but i had no tail :(
i couldnt find one.

in the morning,
mum and i ran some errands and then she dropped me off at ou
to meet up with yi lin.
and i spulrged at cotton on. :D
whoops.
and then we had lunch at charms and then it was home. :)


went over to jian yong's and found dickson, ryan and ng there.
and so we all lepaked for a bit.
and then i went home cause elisa came over with the chicken.
and we headed over to the clubhouse to get some stuff and back home to prepare everything.

the cousins and cousin's girlfriend came by
to help prepare.
and then guest started to arrive.
mei yi, wei yen and kun were the first. :)
and yeah.
kids were already walking and coming for sweets.
we ate quickly and then we all headed out. seperately. for some odd reason.
aaha.
and ERYSE,
'the gold digger' actually found most of her sweets on the ground. -.-
amazing i tell you.

i didnt bother using my camera.
so im waiting for pictures from everyone. so hang in there.
i'll post up what i have




















ben and akram, you know why you werent here.
xx